If You're Reading This...
If you're reading this message, it means something serious has happened to me, or something has gone wrong in Japan that has resulted in me being disconnected from the internet.
This is an automatic kill switch that will be triggered if I don't log in to my PC for over a month. It's more likely to be the former—that something has happened to me.
I will most likely never be reachable again.
I have just a few messages I'd like to leave for the people who have been with me all these days. You're most likely here from Snapchat, Discord, or WhatsApp, and you probably don't know me personally in real life.
Thank you all for everything. Thank you for the respect, care, and friendships I found on this side of the world.
I'm writing this on February 14, 2026, coincidentally Valentine's Day ;P.
I don't want you to get bored reading this. I'm honestly surprised you've made it this far. I just want to leave a few messages for the special people I've met along my journey.
If you're below an x2, thank you from the bottom of my heart. It means you're special to me.
Graspy
Hi, Sam.
I know I rarely called you by your name when we were together. I'm not even sure if that's your name.
You know you're a great guy, and I'm sorry you've had to face the darkest side of the world. I felt like we were related in so many ways, even though I never told you that when we were together.
I have no idea why others hate you. You look sooooooo good to me.
We don't message much these days, but I still think about the wonderful times we spent together. It's almost like you could write a book about me.
I'm proud of you, and I just wish you could make it through this world happy and proud of yourself.
Don't worry about anyone, not even your dad. It's the world that made us villains. We didn't choose to be this way. We were made this way.
You are my #1 favorite stranger I've met in this world.
Love you and your cat :p. Wish we could go to the moon together.
Westlynx
Hi, Westy.
You're probably wondering who this Graspy was :)
I think you're busy with college and would probably be spamming my DMs if I disappeared, lol.
I've told you that I would never disappear, no matter what, but it seems something got the better of me.
I know you like me. I knew all along that you loved me. You were cute and great :)
I know you wanted us to be together and meet someday, too. You have very demanding parents, and I hope you make it out of there rich, with an empire behind you. You deserve all of it.
I'm overwhelmed with emotions as I type this whole message.
I've known you for the longest time. It's almost as if you connected with me instantly when I first opened Discord.
You were my game buddy, my first-ever face reveal, voice reveal, and everything else. You're the first person I let my guard down with.
You knew everything about me and still chose to respect my privacy. You never leaked anything private, even after you realized I was slowly slipping away.
They raised a good man, Westy. Proud of you <3.
Sixblade
You better get married. That's all I ask for.
All you need is a good girl, and you're set for life.
I'm sorry for everything. Really, really sorry.
You're the only online mess-up I made. Still, thank you for all the love and care. I hope you'll remember me.
Don't drink. Be a good boy, and I wish you all the best in your married life.
(If you're already married, make kids ;) I might not be here to play with them, but you know I'll be happy no matter where I am. I really, really hope you make it.)
Carl & Simo
The GOATs of Europa. I guess that sentence explains everything.
For Simo: I guess Carl did like me, lol. And for Simo again, just move on from your ex, attaboy ;P. JK, you're doing great.
It's been a loooooong time.
For Carl: Thanks for everything—the maps, the song we made, lol. I guess it's still on Spotify.
I really liked Cyan, you know. It was never taken seriously, though.
Others
I'll just write down all the people I can remember right now.
Alice, Dex Morgan, Lizaaas: I learned a lot of dev work from you :)
Santiago: It was me who took the $3 from your credit card. Sorry, I was just testing the card out for fun. I never knew it would work. Not my mistake, though. Never trust a woman :)
Anne: :) I hope you're free, happy, and well-settled. You remind me of Kodak Black, lol. You were amazing, tbh. I saw you as a role model back in the day. I copied you, tbh.
Juga: You'll get no benefit from the harm you're doing by supporting the wrong side :)
Artem: He won't even be here. Skip, skip.
Cyan: :(
Okay, that's all, I guess.
I might have missed a lot of people, like Pikachu, Walidbo, Nora, Tony, and damn, I remember someone else, but I can't remember the name ;P. Maybe it's you.
Once again, thank you all.
Bye.
Alora, signing off.